Well... I was working on a piece to try and imitate realism... I used a Tutorial from DA and started trying it... I thought it was going good... but then I look at others work and its like... mine is just... crap... D: Im tired of never being able to make something nice, something I can be proud of, something my idols can actually look at and truly congratulate me for...


All I seem to make is crap... Im tired of it, I cant make anything that is worth looking at... D: The tutorial piece sucks... Im hating it now.. at first I thought it was good.. but then I seen how it SHOULD have looked and oh no, its not good at allll D:


So, Im just not happy with my art right now.. a friend is helping me get over myself... but Im tearing at her and not meaning too... I only want to make something that would make my idols proud, that would make my parents stare at in awe (they never do) and  just something I myself can love .....